my first snow this year

was at yokohama!!! (^O^)/

and of course my snow girl was also there!

the next day we saw MxPx together!!! (^O^)/

i hope she really enjoyed the show coz i did!!

actually the hell with MxPx! i'm just happy because i got to see my favourite band with my favourite person! and we were holding hand from first to last!

the thing is this relationship is really getting good everyday and that's wut makes me so nervous.... why?? i think i know why but its not that easy to tell her why...
i think she'll understand when the time comes...

i just want to see her happy now... even though i am not that happy... coz i think too much (><) yeah, too much... especially the future!!! (><)

pamela was right... to have a good relationship you have to be honest to each other... japanese is lack of that... that what she said too me...

and i think i was the one who not honest here.... and it keeps me in pain