A Very Hot Day

yeah... its so hot here and its still not summer yet... wonder how hot would it be during summer...

today, after class we had a bowling competition between the teachers, other overseas students and our tutors. i had fun and so do the others. im so surprise that everyone really can bowl. i thought that they all like.. ya know.. a real amateur. but i was wrong. and the surprise get even interesting when the last one i thought that really cant bowl get a big score... i mean so big that he won the competition.... damn... now i know niggers really can bowl. nway congrats to him and pak lan also coz he got second place (eventhough i beated him last time at tokyo). and me? haha... i get good score but not that good. even my class teacher get score higher than me. haha...

ah boon scored big today but not the bowling score (he cant beat 100 even he add up his two scores haha... ). he took picture with somaiyeh tutor. haha... actually he kind of waiting (from the first time we met her) to take a picture with her. i know.. i can see from his face huhu...

the summer holiday getting closer... cant wait to meet friends and my beloved girlfriend hehe.... hope my first summer will be the last thing that i would forget on this life. not last.. maybe second or third last... hahaha...

this weekend, i will go to tokyo again. i am malaysia representative for badminton single and double. percaye tak? haha... actually its a game between the ASEAN country held at the woman university near shinjuku, tokyo. kind of interesting event so i join... good luck to me!!!

Not About Me

well... long time no update... sorry. last week was great. saturday i went to see my school gig and have some fun collecting shell with other oversea students here at kisarazu. well that was last week... lazy to write about it again (actually i'd written about it but somehow this blogger got a problem and the long interesting-full of exitement-written story was erased just like that... im so angry about it and boikot my own blog for a week. hehe) this week... just passed by like a normal week for me. but not for somebody else.

yeah... we often think that its just enough for us to be happy and then we shouldn't think about anything else anymore. well... thats not right (for me). actually i shouldn't talk about wut im going to talk later but i just feel i want to write something about it without making any publicity and i dont know where i should write about it if not my own blog so that it can be a lesson to other people and me of coz. i know i will (when i got the same problem in my life later i can easily read about it here...) well... maybe i will write a little... a secure one.. i dont want to be hated by anyone. and i think this site secure enough... who else read my blog other than my bro, ainee (she's my blog maniac), syieda (unlike ainee she like to keep herself invisible but i know she read my blog :), wong? r u there? hehe... and other friends to name a few... rumors said my father read my blog... huhu... scared.... ok back to the story... its about my friend. yup... this is not about me anymore... its about other people's life.

he has or should i say had a gf. his gf is my friend also. they were together for about a year (or more?). i look up to them... they were my idols. i love them. they were like a perfect couple to me. but somehow, we all not perfect.. yeah... we have to accept that. they broke up. i know that i dont have anything to do with their break up but the way they broke up... just break my heart. they not supposed to be like this. its like watching your favourite band broke up. yeah.. just like gin blossoms and fenix tx. they produced a very good album and a promising one but something came and they just broke up... just like that.... why we making relationship when we know it will just going nowhere... we just make a false hope to people around us and especially to our partners. and wut i learned from this story is life will not always be fairy tales. yeah... fairy tales.. the story we've been told by our parents when we just a little child.

maybe im just making this a big deal. but i know this is very important to our life (if not i will not going to write about it at 4.00 in the morning). maybe not now but someday. thats wut life about. we creating it by making other people's life as a guidance. learn from them. i know i've learn something today. and i will not do the same to the one i love (you know who u r :)) this is a promise i made to myself. and i only hate 2 people in this world . people that cant keep his promise... and the dutch! (hehe... the second one was a lie... i like austin powers!!!) so if i cant keep my promise i will hate myself.. for the rest of my life.

huh... little huh... anyway im also not a perfect person (eventhough theres someone here that always say that i am a perfect guy... and he keep saying i am like a celebrity here at this school.. but i think he just want to make me super happy and then he can used me or something like that... always cannot trust niggers... they just sweet in talking...)so if i make any mistake here... just forgive me and you can freely argue with me by write your own comments. i hope for a comment here... just to make sure that i am right about this.

Programming or Guitar?

yesterday i was scolded by my sensei coz im not ganbatte enough in programming. he said that if i stays like this i will not able to graduate my third year here. lepas kene marah insaf la sket. then i went back to my room and started practising my guitar hahaha (bukan nak berlatih programming). thanx to bing for introduced me guitar-pro (a very good and easy software for learning guitar). and now i can play alkaline trio's crawl from intro til the end. wahahaha. and im still learning to play ataris's looking back on today and sugarcult's memory. fyi i learned crawl for just one day. hope that i can improved my skills by learning all of these songs. at the end, of coz i chosed guitar over programming hahaha... im bad.... so bad... insaf la woi!

My First Electric Guitar

forget to tell you guys that i've already receive my promised birthday present from fuji. hehe... its so cool and its blue. i got this last sunday but til now doesn't have the time to practice. ive been searching in net for guitar tutorial but i cant find any good websites. anyone know any good website? let me know ok if you guys can find it.

30 Days Love

found this in frenster bulletin board, posted by zaza. very nice story but at last it just a fiction....


Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in
this world

Jasmine: I think so... All of my friends have
boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in
this world without any special person in our lives

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you
will be my boy friend

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't anything
to do for the following weeks...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both
touched
in a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and have a picnic...Daniel
and Jasmine have their quality time together

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride on
a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and she
touched Daniel's hand but she touched someone
else's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and they
asked for their future advice and the fortune teller
said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of
your life... SPend the rest of your time together
happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they
saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first
decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any
drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me....

20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over
Daniel
and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency room and
he
handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a
really cute girl and i am really falling for you..Your
cherish smile your everything when we played
this
game..... Before this game would end...I wouldlike
you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life.... I
love you Jasmine....

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love
you...Remember that night when we saw a
meteor,
I mumbled something... I mumbled that I wish we
would be together forever and never end this
game.
Please don't leave me Daniel.... I love you! You
cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY........

*************************************************

Always love your loved ones and show them how
you feel before it is too late... You will never know
when they will be gone from your embrace... If
you
were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting
compassion and love to your loved ones? Today
is
the day.... Love them while they are still here...

my quote: love will develope in relationship... not before the relationship. but sometimes love grew before the relationship and then it will grow bigger in the relationship...

Foto Updates

ive updated my fotopages. go check it out!

The Come Back

sori for closing this page last week... and not updating any. i got exam last week and something else that really.. hmm .. im just going to say it was hard for me last week. but now i've recover and things back to normal. my exams? haha... till today dont have any paper fail yet. but i think i got one or two.. i dunno heh. last weekend went to tokyo. had a great time. thanx to paklan(the tourist guide), izyan and zaza for coming. the rollercoaster was great... zannen to zaza. mmg jahat btol nihonjin tuh... tak paham aku ngan rule die. anyway, went shopping and i got money just till the end of this month. if i dont get my scholar by the end of this month, im going to starving til death haha... no la... im still can survive. i got paklan... my emergency bank haha.... ok.. going to update later. jya

Two Hours Of Nothing

today i learned programming in 3 different languages. huhu... the teacher thinks that i cannot understand his teaching because of the language barrier. but when he used english... it still the same... and then i asked my senior, she is an indonesian. she teached me with bahasa indonesia and i became more confused huahaha... at the end, i wasted 2 hours doing nothing. yeah.. the exam is coming soon. lucky that programming's exam is not in the same week as other subjects. but still... i have to work hard and understand well the c language before this summer or else i will be dead meat! for sure.. that's wut my sensei told me today and he told me in english.. huhuhu... now i realized i'm not in good condition like i thought before... and i just realized it today... damn! gonna work hard from now.. yosh!!!

Holiday

today is holiday. why? because today is the day my school officially opened. so to remembering those day they gave us holiday. so wut did i do today? i woke up not so early and first thing i did after woke up was chating. hehe. after that i went for shower and prepared for lunch with other malaysian student here. we had lunch at king bbq not far from our school. there were 8 of us and all of us went there with our bicycles (paklan and din borrowed from other people). before we arrived there we were caught out by emma. she was so pissed because we didn't invite her. hehe... okay okay, next time we will invite other ryugakusei also. but i got the chance to talk to her about our course. after all she is my course senior. and she actually don't like her homeroom teacher. and her homeroom teacher teach me programming and i just had good conversation with that teacher during our last class. so i felt like hmm... my tutor also dont like that teacher and emma too... am i the only one who like him? weird huh... nevermind that... so after talked to emma we went straight to the bbq restaurant. there we had a buffet. yeah... BUFFET! only 1000 yen and we can eat all the foods there. huhuhu... makan sampai nak muntah huhuhuhu. i took some pictures there but too lazy to post it here. maybe next time. hehe. orait.. got to go to sleep now... my exam is coming soon. so kind of busy lately. orait, jya ne!